Today is the three month anniversary since my baby went to Heaven. The days are getting better, but now I️ fight with the Remnants. Several things she left behind keeps me from moving forward. My body never been this dysfunctional in my life! I️ just stopped bleeding two weeks ago. After 9 weeks of bleeding, I️ lost weight and iron and felt tired and weak all the time. I️ was placed on some medication to regulate my hormones and now the bleeding has stopped. I’m getting too old for this! Then there’s that negro line going down the middle of my belly that just won’t go away! I’ve put Cocoa butter and other creams, but still nothing. I️ am still seeing somebody professionally which has helped me process through the pain. That’s been helpful. You know as a Christian, you’re not “supposed“ to let grief set in. It means you lack faith in God, right? Well, when you have other people saying you shouldn’t be grieving, I️ kinda felt how some gay people feel when they try to come to church but a...