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She was gonna be my Minnie me! Exclusive picture

I️ Was wondering if I should share this picture. Many people may think it’s disturbing to take a picture after your baby has passed away. But this is my last image of her before giving her back to the ground. I want you now that if you are sensitive about the subject it may not be a good idea to continue reading. But this is my truth.

On the day that she was born, there were two things tested out about her that made her a dinner good to me. When I was born I had these slanted eyes, round nose and chubby cheeks. The cheeks has never gone away! When I saw her caramel skin and chubby cheeks, I️ cried even more. For the first time, I️ was able to look into a baby and see myself! This is an exclusive for my blog. My angel.

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